04 April 2007

building up a safety zone ...

... is what I do best. I am so good at it that it really hit me when it falls apart. This week, I suddenly see a few people every night (quite unexpectedly) and now, because of the Easter holiday, I won't see them for ages. Also, my work partner is on annual leave from tomorrow. So, suddnely, it feels like that everyone is away and I just found it really upsetting. The fact that my presentation went into diasterous mode (when I personally thought that it was a very interesting presentation - for once!) does not really help or rectify the situation! Never mind. That is indeed life ... I just have to try to build a comfort zone around myself, with no friends :(

Maybe, I will just go and watch Grey's anatomy instead - a much simpler option ...